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A Snapshot Of Me.......

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God has a poetic nature when he tries to get something across to us.  He uses people as metaphors and situations as a framework for a life script that could not even be improved by Shakespeare himself! You see, through my entire life things were stripped from me a little bit at a time.  By things I mean people, homes, friends, and more.  For the first part of my life I have had to face the demons in the lives of those around me as my mother had no apparent interest in me and took off and an alcoholic father who enjoyed womanizing about as much as he enjoyed his rotgut whiskey. As a child it is very hard not to internalize these things and not feel that you are the one to blame in some small way.  You ask yourself many questions like:  What did I do to make my mother leave me?  Am I the reason why my father drinks so much?  Should I expect men to treat me the way my dad treats other women?  If my mother did not want me then why would anyone else? Eventually, at some point in your